You may not think I care for you, when you know down inside that I really do.
literally my life.
the giddy feeling, the lust, discovering love in that person, attraction,dates, excess use of <3, being too afraid to say i loveyou, and just the excitement of it all.
I went through my gmail and found old messages between me and spenser
I haven’t stopped crying since. There is no way that we will ever feel like that again.